February 2011
tonight i think i’ll just watch jackass 1, 2 and 2.5 and wait for someone to text me. Or maybe just go to bed after dinner… hrm…
running away to america does sound awesome. i hate caring.
life is good!:) all i need to do is get the nab, test and a few exams out the way and then it’ll be a home run untill summer! :D
sorry btw
I need a hug :/
Ah, i wish someone would talk to me xD
why does my pap have to go the hospital again? the wound isn’t healing or it’s infected or something. oh god please papa be okay i love you. i hate operations there is alwaysa chance of death. ah this cant be happening. it looked like he was recovering and now he’s back to square one. oh my god this is awful. i actually feel sick with worry. things just keep getting worse...
i am a total wreck right now. this is so weird there are so many old feelings bubbling to the surface that i can’t tell anyone i can’t say anything because there is too much to say, my head is spinning. i just… ugh i just need to concentrate on mending things the best i can i guess :/
i hate being a sap about this. urgh i just cant...
anyone else feel like curling up and dying?
this is weird but awesome
today sucks already.
bought a set of weights, the first step to helpign others is to be satisfied/happy with yourself although i can’t do it mentally, physically i will try if i can be arsed :’)
jesus christ. this is very suprising.
if only you knew
i know exactly how you feel tbh
oh my fucking god. stop retweeting. IF I WANTED TO KNOW ALL THIS USELESS FUCKING SHITEY GABAGE I WOULD’VE FOLLOWED THEM MYSELF. I DON’T NEED TO KNOW. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH PEOPLE ANNOY ME LIKE HELL.
i'm such a badass ;D xD
